I'm sorry

This is my new pet hate in life; I had a massive accident last year, broke 10 bones and lost 2 fingers, great way to spend Christmas I assure you. Anyway 11 months later I get diagnosed with Melanoma, so far the concensus is that because of the accident my immune system dropped and this ment that I could no longer fight off the cancer as well as I had been and thus it has become apparent.

Shitty luck I know, but then again, if you are me you kinda get used to it.

Anyway, the reason for me actually typing this load of drivel is because there are two things I am getting sick of with this whole thing... the first being everyone saying that I am taking it so calmly and well... No I am taking it pretty much the same as everyone else would in my case, I just have never and never will be the kind of person that curls up into a little ball and whats to die. I am sorry, quitters do that. Sure there are things that are annoying, I am tired all the time and I cant eat anything thats got grease or fat... or actually protein in general and if I am really careful I can go 3 days without being sick... but should I stop life because of this? I don't see why.

The second thing that annoys me is the people who say: "I'm sorry."

Sorry for what? Did you cause my cancer? Hell no, life and circumstance did, so no need to be sorry. Maybe say: "Sorry to hear that" or something but sorry just sounds daft.

Anyway, thats about it for now...

later.